This is a poem by CG of eosrising.net ...i like it and it really expresses how i feel now pretty well. Sorry i dont have my own poetry to show but i really havent been in the mood for writing.
The Girl in the Mirror
Wished I was anyone besides the girl in the mirror Sitting there trying not to scream Wished I could be a little better Wished I could be human again There's some glue in my shoe Bleeding into my soul Swirled in some caramel yogurt And the music of dying guitars Can you believe? I want to take the taps and pound on a motherboard Shocked from the electric sound Radiating from my feet and my heart Wished I could melt into the sound And become just a melody That appears in your head some times And fades Do you hear me? Am I stuck there? Like that song you heard the other day? Am I playing over and over A scratched CD a broken record A skipping tape Wished I was anyone but the girl in the mirror Don't neverwhere just sound like heaven now Don't it make you laugh That it's only the transparent plastic-not even real glass That people see The bubble-wrap emptiness Pretended with substance Maybe if I wrap myself in some I'll be more opaque 'Cause you'll see the hollow facade Which is full I wished I was anyone but the girl in the mirror How lovely it would be to be a doll Although porcelain shatters Everyone loves an ever-smiling face 'Cause that's all that matters right If you have pain don't let it out 'Cause no one wants to hear They just want the painted smile The easy compliance How easily they look over The tear-smudge on the pale, chipped cheek. Wished I was anyone but the girl in the mirror Maybe if I smashed it up And glued the shards togeather in a new order I'd finally be whole.
i guess this is how i am... but i think id rather just change the rest of the world. they are the broken ones.
